Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Salam Aidilfitri

Our family photo


I was talking to my bff and both of us admitted that this year raya is not the same as before...
we feel that it lacks the ummph. Perhaps because we are just too old already so there goes the excitement! I still remember raya used to be celebrated
with fireworks
(now banned),
baking cookies
(now kuih tunjuk!that is including yours truly),
preparing buras/pulut
(now after raya prayers dad will buy lemang available along the road side of Jalan Teluk Likas),
sending out raya cards
(now we get smses and greetings from fb),
kids can come freely to your house for raya
(I don't see this now, probably kids were too busy with their gadgets!)
and raya is celebrated 30 days!
(now, we have to wait for open house announcement before visiting our friends and family!)

and the list goes on...How I missed those rayas...

How we celebrate raya may change but I am just glad that the gist of raya is still there, that is raya is still the time for us family to be together and celebrate this joyous occasion together. As long as this doesn't change, I am already happy. This year, our family celebrate raya in moderation (wink-wink), the most important thing to me is, I am just happy that both my parents are still here so we can seek blessing and forgiveness. My mum is still fit and healthy (at least she still imagines that she's still in he 20s'! well, that's my mum) so we can still binge out the "soto banjar" that she prepares every year. Alhamdullilah, Praise to Allah S.W.T.

I just hope we are able to be together again for next raya. Insya'Allah with God's willing. Amin. So, dear friends I hope you are having a wonderful raya as well, if not even better :-)

Salam Aidilfitri,
Maaf Zahir dan Batin,

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Happy Birthday Rina dear!


Rina & I
Picture taken way back in 1995


Last year, I promised to upload our old photos together but only recently when I was spring-cleaning my store, I found this photo. So, there you have it dear...As you can see from the photo, yours truly was very slim, masa ni baru form 5...photo was taken by a studio photographer, during those days, we were so fanatic with studio photos because we want our photos to be cun-melencup bila letak dalam friends diary or autograph. I wonder if it is still a practice with youngsters knowaday...hmm...

Anyway, today is a special day for a dear friend of mine, Rina...it's her 32nd birthday! Happy birthday dear! I always pray for all the best things in life for you and family :-) Amin.

"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that

they can grow separately without growing apart"
- Elisabeth Foley

Lots of Love...xoxo,

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Happy Birthday Babe!


Izan and I
Picture taken during our lunch gathering at Salut last year, 2009.
Yum yum sedap tu kek!

Today is the birthday of someone dear to me, my bff...Izan. She turns 31 but she ain't growing any older, still the same hot babe I've known since yester years (ops!that's that means we're getting older? wink-wink). We first met when we studied in Universiti Malaya back in 1997 then we when our separate ways. The world must be small, when we met again in 2006 because we work with the same organisation. And guess what? Now, we are colleague, not only working in the same division, in fact we are neighbours! Hahaaa...Work may be stressful at times but knowing that I have a friend next door makes everything easy. The only problem is when we start xoxo, sometimes no full-stop. Yes, time flies when you are having fun. Kadang, entah apa-apa yang di xoxo...Hahaa...

Thank you babe for being there for me. I am glad we've crossed our path for I have found another gem, a friend in you :-)

I hope she gets all the things she wants in life, because I know she deserves it. Amin.

Lots of love,

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Dugaan Berpuasa

Phew!!!Been awhile, right? Did anyone missed me? Hahaa...

Yesterday, we completed first week of fasting. I was having a very good ramadhan until something bad happened yesterday. This year, I was asked to attend Program Berbuka Puasa. at selected masjid. Initially, we have to attend on our own plus cameraman, then only yesterday I found out that other executive from my division will be attending the program as well.

Since one of the program falls during weekend, I went to see the other executive to ask for his help to cover this weekend's program. In fact, I went to see my big boss and ask her if it's ok for me to be excused this weekend. She said go ahead. So I went to his office and politely asked him to cover me. I came with good intention. Fyi, I did call earlier I told him that I wanted to see him, he said he is busy and will get back to me later, to which he didn't. I could have just text him, which what normaly other colleagues do but no, I should go and see him personally, I thought it's better like this. Boy, I was wrong.

I remembered I asked nicely for his help, then I said something like "If you want to cover all districts I lagi suka". I was merely saying, sekali he said to me "Why are you being sarcastic? You came to my office for my help, you know? You could have asked nicely". I blank sekejap, sarcastic? I think that's a bit too harsh. Kenapa pula dia mo terasa, sedangkan kami rakan sekerja, sejak bila pula ngak boleh bergurau?

So I said to him, since you will be attending and I spoke to our big boss she said one executive is enough that is why I am here..asking you if you can cover for me. Terus he said, look at you, look at how you asked for help. Then he ulang lagi, you can be very sarcastic you know? You could have asked nicely. Masa tu my blood go upstairs sudah. I said, beginilah I teda maksud yang bukan-bukan you pigi semua program, in fact I lagi suka. After all masjid2, memang area lelaki, kami perempuan bukan ada role sangat, sekadar penyeri sahaja. So I said to him, now we go back to our story, can you help me or not. Dia dwell lagi benda-benda lain. Siap masukkan how often do I come to his office as compared to him? Dalam hati I what's that go to do with this? Heran juga, bulan puasa man can be very sensitive; ngak bertempat lagi. Aiseymen.

So I said to him, why are you so sensitive? Then he said, you think you time is more valuable than me is it? I may have recording at 6:29 pm. I never said my time is more precious than you but since you will be attending, then might as well you cover. That's all. Dalam hati, kalau ada recording, then why did you put your name on the list? Hello? For decoration is it?

One thing lead to another. We were exchanging *5!@...**!!!^# that when I think back was whatlah!Benda simple pun mau kasih complicated. In the end, I said to him, lets go back to what I've come for. I'm sorry (See, I said I'm sorry, sedangkan I don't think so I did anything wrong) if you terasa that I was sarcastic, sedangkan teda pun berniat begitu. Now, can you cover me? Terus he said, ok he will cover. Then I said to him, I don't want to fight I don't want to have any friction with you. You won, I said.

Excerpt of our *5!@...**!!!^#
He: Who said, this is about winning?
Me: Well, I said I'm sorry. You won. I can never win with you. You are always right.
He: This is not a match you know.
Me: It is not a match, I know because in this match it's just you.
He: Then you don't understand me, Farrah
Me: Yes, I don't understand you, ..... and you never want to understand the people around you.

I said thank you, I cakap lagi, are we cool? He said ya. Tapi I know dalam hati, hmm...dua-dua pun panas ni. In the end I did get what I wanted, but the process of getting help is gruesome. Had I known it would turn this way, I wouldn't have asked him , but it's a done deal.

Actually, he could just told me he couldn't help me, I understand. Or he could have told me that, dia letak2 jak namanya in the list but he is not planning to attend the program? Just be frank, isn't that too much to ask? Instead, he dwelled and twist and masukkan elemen yang tidak pun berkenaan. Had it been him coming to me (which btw, bukan membangkit, I lost count sudah, I never said no) and asked for my help, I would have said yes and try my best to do it...I would never dwell, or make it seem that I'm God just because my colleague asks for my help. After all, this is teamwork right? We are suppose to cover each other.

There you have it...luahan hatiku...

Besar betul dugaan berpuasa ni, kelmarin I can't tahan already. I snapped. I think my pahala kelmarin pun teda sudah. Well, let's hope today will be a better day. I wonder my mum masak apa yerrr? Yum yum...

Selamat Berpuasa you'll

Friday, May 28, 2010

More movies review


Robin Hood - I give 3 1/2 stars. Go watch it. Crowe and Blanchett were brilliant together!



Letters to Juliet - I give 3 1/2 stars. Go watch it! Bring tissue with you, peeps!

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan

Drink and be merry! Aramaitee. Just remember, don't drink and drive.
Cheers!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

GSC Policy Sucks!

Hi guys!!!!

I've been wanting to watch "Belukar" ever since...and on top of it, my bff pun cakap best ceritanya. So, this morning we went all the way to 1B because there is only one show for "Belukar" Punyalah laju bawa kereta just to be there on time. Sampai, terus queue to buy ticket imagine our disappointment, they won't start the show because there were just the two of us. Apparently GSC policy was, GSC will only proceed with any show provided at least 3 people bought the show tickets. We waited for a while, manatau ada couple or at least satu orang tapi after few minutes, teda. Check with the GSC girl again, confirmed they cancelled the show. I've never heard such policy. I thought as long as ada audience the show will run. Looks like, we have to go to Growball then. Hopefully, I can watch "Belukar" tomorrow. If not us, sepa lagi yang support our film industry right?

On another note, being a true Sabahan, macam biasa kalau ada benda baru mesti mo sibuk-sibuk tengokkan? Hahaaa....So, I joint the crowd last night to check out new GSC at Suria Sabah. Memang best, aircond sejuk giler, well at least for now. So peeps, bring your shawl with you. We watched the Bounty Hunter" last night. Okaylah...it's something different for Jennifor Aniston. I can't post my review, because I am a huge fan of hers :-) So, I am already biased here. Check out her body, stunning!

Anyway, I personally think this is not one of her best movies. Still, this movie was much better than "When in Rome". Chemistry between Aniston and Butler, showed that they have something going on off screen but the plot and script I think a bit loose. Sayang juga when you get two strong actors on screen together and yet the movie just so-so.


I give 2 1/2 stars. Watch it only if you're Aniston's fan

Off me go darlings,

Saturday, May 1, 2010

He's back!!!

Ironman 2 - 4 stars. Watch it!

After much waiting and anticipation finally I get to see him. Nasib baik booking online, kalau tidak jangan harap dapat tengok. In general, love the movie, though I think the previous the first Ironman was better. This time around, I feel that the movie squeeze so many thing s into one movie. This time around I see powerful supporting cast, one that I must mention here is Mickey Rourke, his lakonan betul-betul hidup. No wonderlah he won an academy. Also, I wish Terence Howard would continue with this sequel, he is also such a hottie.Heheeee...

As for the Ironman himself? Robert Downey Jr. took that part well. Ironman is Robert Downey. Jr. Can't imagine anybody else bawa this role. I love his acting and you know what? I find him hot despite he's a bit eccentric. Ops! yours truly can go overboard when it comes to Downey, I'm a big fan of him :-) So, please excuse me if I'm a bit biased here. Another thing that I love about this movie is the chemistry between Downey and Paltrow. Excellent chemistry. How I wish, one of these days, they do rom-com. I wonder how would that be? Hmmm....

Okaylah, don't want to elaborate further. Go, go, go watch this movie!

Enjoy your weekend darlings!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Creepy people everywhere

If only the management hire the right people for the right post then working together will be so much easier, right? Then again if everything fall into the right place then the management has nothing to do because they don't have to manage their staff. Hmm...in reality, everyday you just have to deal with creepy, weirdo, psychotic and the list goes on and on...

Guess what?

Apparently nowadays, I see creepy people everywhere and they are quite a number of them. For all you know, they may one day rule the organization. Not a pretty sight but I just have to deal with it.

Dealing with these people are just taxing...I think I better hit the sack now. I need my beauty sleep or else I may look horrible tomorrow :-)

Love yourself first,



Tuesday, April 20, 2010

When in Rome

When in Rome - I give 2 stars

We went to watch this movie last weekend. After two rom-com It's Complicated and Date Night, I was hoping this one will be equally good but I was disappointed. Why? No chemistry between two lead actors despite Josh Duhamel is such a hottie! Despite supporting cast are also stand up comedians (correct me if I'm wrong) their presence didn't help the movie much. I was quiet most of the time, no ketawa gila-gila except one scene when they were driving a mini car...yawn.

So peeps, If you do want watch this movie. Post your comment, let me know what you think about this movie, ya? I promise I won't bite...hahaaaaa...

Good nite, sweet dreams






Tuesday, April 13, 2010

It is Complicated

It's complicated - 3 1/2 stars. Watch it!

Yours truly managed to complete the ironing yesterday. Yahuuu! So, as a reward we went to watch It's Complicated yesterday's evening. I love it. I especially love the smoking weeds scene - hehee...kinda remind me of the good ol' days ...I find it hilarious, but mind you only real adult will be able understand or comprehend the message behind the whole movie. I dare to say this sebabnya, masa kami tengok this movie, I think only the three of us laughed our heart out! The other young couples/audience apparently were quiet. So I've concluded they either don't get it or perhaps they were intimated by our roars of laughters. Hahaa...errrr, I chose to believe the former conclusion!

Till my next post, back to work now. Ssssh!





Monday, April 12, 2010

Movie Marathon


Date Movie - 4 stars. Yes! Go watch it!

I took my very first two days leave that was last Friday and today. So, what better way to spend your break than pamper yourself right? Other than being Officer-In-Charge since our maid balik kampung...so for the time being no more being tai-tai until we find new maid. Penat ooooh!

Anyway, setelah berhempas pulas kemas rumah dan jadi laundrymart, I said ini tak boleh jadi. Mesti juga go out and pamper myself. So yesterday we spent the whole day and evening B, L and D outside and catch-up with movies. Watched two movies, first Date Movie then follow-up by Clash with the Titans. Kalau ikutkan hati, mau terus tengok It's Complicated...hahaaa...anyway, we decided to watch it next time.

Clash of the Titans - 2 1/2 stars. So so nothing new, still you may watch it on Wed.

In between movies, sempat juga i squeeze "me time" so I had body lymphatic massage and foot reflex. The result, heaven! Then dinner lagi makan tomyam seafood dan kerabu mangga wah wah wah! meletup! Kakakakaaa...

Oh! before signing off, if you do watch Date Movie, check out Mark Wahlberg's super-abs! He's sooooo sexy! Gotta go, hari mau hujan, so yours truly kena angkat kain...Perhaps, if I finish ironing, we may get to watch It's Complicated tonight :-)

The Undomestic Goddess,

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Mini makeover

This is what happened when I have ample time...I ended changing my blog layout to this current layout. What do you think peeps, do you like it? I like it, thou I might change it to another design, when I have the time...masih kebaruan ni...banyak lagi mo dibelajar...so please be patient with me ya?

Checkout my new signature. Huhu!

Yours truly,

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Special Rapport

Sharing lighter moment with daddy. Don't we look alike?
Today he is 54th years old...heheee...love him to bits =))

Dear Dad, it's your birthday
And I want you to know, You're with me in spirit
Wherever I go.

You're an exceptional man, So strong and so wise
You're the perfect role model for a dad, in my eyes.

So Dad, happy birthday
May there be many more
So we can enjoy, Our very special rapport.

by Joanna Fuchs

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Deja Vu

A month a go I had a dream that something bad will happen to a close friend of mine. The dream was so surreal, and then I woke up. I realized with was just a bad dream. Then, I had another dream, again about the same friend of mine. I told my hubby about my dreams, he said to me maybe I have a strong feeling about it that's why I dreamed about it. I didn't tell anybody else about my dream except my hubby and parents.

Time flies. I tried not to be too analytical about my dreams (well, that's what my hubby told me. Katanya I over-analyze stuff). I forgot about it. I prayed to God that, it's just a dream. Kata orang mainan tidur.

Anyway, this close friend of mine called me today. He told me that they've decided. They conveyed to him their decision. It's bad news. The moment I heard this, I was stunned for a while. I never expected it to end this way. I always believe "every cloud has a silver lining". Then it hit me, those dreams were signs. It's deja vu.

I didn't tell him about my dream. I know it will only upset him more. As a friend, I pray for whatever best for him. Perhaps, this bad news could be a blessing in disguise for him. We never know. I bet something good will come out of it. Insya'Allah, with God's willing.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Perkhidmatan Mesra Pelanggan

Round 1
Me: Hello, selamat petang
DBKK (reception 1): Selamat petang, DBKK
Me: Selamat petang, boleh saya dapatkan alamat penuh Unit Pengiklanan... (belumpun habis request she passed me to another staff which I dont know who)

Round 2
DBKK (reception 2): Selamat petang, DBKK
Me: Selamat petang, saya dari ....... ....., begini kami mau tulis surat ke Unit Pengiklanan, boleh dapatkan alamat penuh Unit Pengiklanan?
DBKK (reception 2): Tunggu sekejap ya (apparently she doesn't know their own unit's address? ... so she passed me to this fellow)

Round 3
DBKK (reception 3): Hello, selamat petang, DBKK
Me: Hello, selamat petang, boleh saya tahu saya bercakap dengan siapa ya?
Abdul: Abdul* sini
Me: Ok, macam ni saya dari ....... ....., begini kami mau tulis surat ke Unit Pengiklanan, boleh dapatkan alamat penuh Unit Pengiklanan? Nama ketua Unit tu siapa ya...Jimmy*, kan?
Abdul: Oh, Jimmy* tu bukan officerpun (what kind of remark?), tulis kepada Tuan Haji Jamal* dia yang Ketua Bahagian ni, Unit Pengiklanan tu dibawah Bahagian Pelesenan. Ada banyak unit dibawah Pelesenan. (Ok I get it, it's a big department)
Me: Jadi saya tulis kepada Tuan Haji Jamal*, boleh dapatkan nama penuh dan jawatan sekali? (I needed the right info before I start drafting my letter). Then, I went on further to explain to him that my boss has spoken to Mr. Jimmy earlier. So, I'm doing the follow-up
Abdul: Tuan Haji....
Me: Boleh tolong eja namanya Tuan Haji J.a.m.a.l. ..(off course I have to get the exact name and correct spelling right?)
Abdul: Boss kamu belum kasih nama diakah? Kamu ngak minta boss kamu nama dan alamatnya?
Me: Abdul, kalau saya sudah ada nama dan alamat penuh saya tak perlu telefon kamu untuk minta info ini (commonlah, please use your common sense).

Abdul* then gave me the full the HODs full name.

Me: Alamat penuh?
Abdul: Alamat DBKKlah...(Off course DBKK, but which one? I know there is DBKK building but there are also DBKK's offices in Centre Point, commonlah)
Me: Faks no.?
Abdul: 219
Me: Faks no. ada 3 no. jaklah?
Abdul: 219 175
Me: Terima kasih
Abdul: Sama-sama

*Untuk tujuan keselamatan penulis, bukan nama sebenar digunakan

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Eat.Pray.Love

I love it
It took me just 3 days to finish reading Eat.Pray.Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. I love the book. Normally, when you reach the last page of a book, you know that's the ending, but with this book the ending is like the beginning of more questions about life; instead of conclusion, it begs more questions. I won't elaborate in details what makes me fell in love with this book. You got to read it yourself :-)

Just last weekend, I bought another book by her, Committed. It's the continuation of her previous book. So far, I like this quote "Marriage becomes hard work once you have poured the entirity of your life expectations for happiness in the hands of one mere person". Hmm...something to think about :-)

Oh, did I tell you that the movie on this book will be out by end of this year? I'm so looking forward to the movie! And guess what? On screen, Julia Robert is Elizabeth Gilbert. Can't wait. So excited. Huhu!

Maybe I will blog about Committed once I finish reading it. Till then, muahhhh!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Have you found your soul mate?


"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."


Quotes from Eat.Pray.Love: One Woman's Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia - Elizabeth Gilbert

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Double Celebrations, Double Happiness

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

As usual, hubby and I don't really celebrate valentine's day, sebabnya..everyday pun Valentine's Day. So what we did today was, we went to Suria Sabah for the first time..apalagi, window shoppinglah and offcourse jalan-jalan cari makan. I think we spent almost the whole day there mengukur luas Suria Sabah.

What I love most about this Suria Sabah is the Times Bookstore...boleh spent masa berjam-jam disana. I was spoiled for choices but me being prudent and savvy..., I decided to buy a book by Elizabeth Gilbert-Eat.Pray.Love. I have started reading the book, and true to what others claimed... she's that good that I can't stop turning to the next page, to see what's next. Maybe will blog about it, once I finish part one of the book.

I went to Metrojaya...and I saw others (makcik, pakcik, baby, kids and couples) were also there to window shopping. Bila masuk Metrojaya, I feel like entering a Zoo or Muzium sebabnya semua orang pun just window shopping and some even ambik gambar dengan patung-patung and decor-decor...maybe mo upload di fb kali!Hahaaa...If this trend continues, I wonder how the Metrojaya can survive!

Enough about that. I'm going to continue my reading...I'm just thankful that I'm surrounded with the people who loved me just the way I am and that my friend, is indeed a blessing. Amin.

Love makes life beautiful - Happy Valentine's Day!xoxoxo

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Adnan Sempit


Managed to drag hubby and bro to watch this movie and we enjoyed every minute of it! It's very light, entertaining, lucu and at the same time ada juga moral message behind it. Casting was good, except, the lead actress - Intan Lydana, I wish MIG had chosen a better actress. Then again, it's just my opinion, I might be wrong. ...Jangan pula lepas ni kena sue...hahahaha...Apa-apapun, yang penting, Shaheizy Sam@Adnan Sempit - he's a talent to watch out for!

Ngak mau cakap banyaklah...go watch it while it's still showing at the cinema. I give 4 stars for this movie! :-D

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Time out from the madness

Shaheizy Sam as Ozi Halim

Isn't he a cutie?hihi...

From now on, I make a point to work efficiently so that means I must be punctual, clock in and clock out on time. So far so good. After all arguing with a fool proves there a two - Doris M. Smith. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaa...

Anyway, bila sampai rumah awal off course the first thing I do is, tengok tvlah. Normally my favourite channel is 712 tapi out of nowhere I terclick TV3 pulak this evening.

Terus I tertengok "Kasanova XXL". It's about Ozi Halim a smart guy but gendut. His hobby is chatting, tapi because he is shy that he is gendut, he uses his brother's photo as his profile photo and guess what? Because he is such a charmer, smooth talker...adalah beberapa girls yang minat Ozi...hehee..., the story line is simple actually tapi very the lucu, I think sebab utama the lead actor Ozi Halim is a good actor and off course other cast (Rusdi Ramli, Nanu, Nadia Mustapha and Emelda Rosmila) also makes it even better. What's more funnier, Ozi bukan naturally gendut, dia pakai padding jak to make him look gendut. Tengok cara dia jalan pun lucu!Hahaaa...

Right after the show sebab yours truly super excited, I google about this show because I wanted to know who is Ozi? Then I found out that this 13 episodes of "Kasanova XXL" is directed by Suhaimi Baba, alah you know the famous director of "Pontianak" and the scriptwriter pulak the same duo who did "Pontianak" script. So kira this is their first attempt into romantic comedy genre. To which I think a good attempt!

Then I found out the actor behind Ozi is Shaheizy Sam. No wonderlah lately the entertainment industry is buzzing about him. He is a talented actor! Now that I know it's him, I might consider watching "Adnan Sempit"? Provided I can drag my hubby to watch this movie. I heard the movie meletup-letup dipanggung.

I am so looking forward to the next episodes. So peeps, if you need a feel good time out, "Kasanova XXL" is worth watching.

Good nite peeps, sweet dreams!xoxo

P/s: Ozi kinda reminded me of a close friend of mine, who is cheeky as well!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

To thine own self be true

photo credit by kenlauher.com

"To thine own self be true" - Shakespeare


At the end of the day, the biggest reward you can get is by satisfying yourself first. Once you reach to this level, the rest is secondary.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

The art of ass kissing

All these while I am a strong believer that to succeed in your career all you need to do is put your commitment to your work, perform every task and assignment given to you and most importantly, exceed your boss's expectation. That's it. It's very simple. Nothing personal nor office politics. Boy, I was damn wrong. It turns out to be that ideal scenario only exist in "Farrah's World" not in the real world.

The reality is, just by performing your assignments are not enough. You need to do ass kissing to get to the top of the ladder. Doesn't matter if you don't excel in performing your assignment. Doesn't matter if your work cincai or lack of flavour or not up to the expected standard. What actually matter is mastering "The art of ass kissing"; to which I am lacking at!!!

Perhaps I should change my ideals. Maybe from now on I should put ass kissing as my priority in work???Mungkin I kena pakai air-corn kali? Atau kipas kuat-kuat?Ehyer...

Yucks. I don't know how others do it. Hmm...I guess by the look of it, I'll be stuck in a rut for sometime. It's ok nalang, I have my principle and I am going to stick with it for now...who knows I might change my mind later. Will let you all know when that happens. Still, the mere thoughts of it, stinks!!!

Have a nice weekend, peeps!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Could this be it?

Bipolar disorder is a serious mental illness that is characterized by extreme changes in mood, from mania to depression. It can lead to risky behavior, damaged relationships and careers, and even suicidal tendencies if it's not treated.
The primary symptoms of bipolar disorder are dramatic and unpredictable mood swings.
Could this be it? Hmm something to thing about.
Source: webmd.com
P/s: On my previous post I mentioned that I trust my instincts are always right. Well peeps, it's confirmed. My instinct was right all along.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Don't be a stranger!

A friend in need, is a friend indeed.
As a friend, all you wanted to do is help your friend because you care for him/her. So, I find it weird when someone I regarded as my close friend can just "lied" right to my face when he/she should have just tell the plain truth. After all, I am his/her friend.
Perhaps he/she has his/her own reasons. Perhaps he/she didn't trust me enough to tell the truth. Perhaps he/she is scared that I will tell others. If trust is the issue, then that's very sad. After all we've been through?
Perhaps, he/she never even regarded me as his/her friends. Sigh.
Or maybe, I was wrong. Maybe he/she did the tell the truth. Oh! well, let's give it a benefit of a doubt. But, I still can't help it that, after all these years, he/she should have known me better. I don't judge. I just want to help. Simple fact.
I wish I was not a stranger to him/her. Sigh.
I might be a stranger to him/her but I still hope nothing but best wishes for him/her.
Or maybe, I am just being too emotional because it's the first day of the month. Still, I trust my instincts are always right.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Welcome 2010

Year 2009 left us with a blink of an eye. Again, I feel that time passes so fast and yet there is so many things that I wish I have achieved in 2009. Then again, I believe I did achieved something worth remembering 2009; because I chose to see my glass is half full. Well we can't dwell about the past, because it's past tense and there's nothing we can do about it.

Now I can only put my hope in 2010...because it's the present and I know I can do something about it. You know what? I am thankful I have my family with me in good time or bad time. Alhamdullilah.

Well, peeps..Happy New Year!